[03 Apr 2004|09:19am] new journal - i won't chnage anymore i swear.. _wishes add me<3 (7) It's only you

I really like this song- [01 Apr 2004|05:58pm] [ music | I do - Lisa Loeb. ] when i'm done with thinking, then i'm done with you. when i'm done with crying, then i'm done with you. when i feel so tired, then i'm done with you. everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way. and i do. you can't hear it, but i do. you can't hear it, but i do. you're trying to convince me that what i've done's not right. i get so frustrated, i stay up every night. you ask me for an answer, and i'm so tired and i'm up in the air. everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way - and i do. you can't hear it, but i do. you can't hear it, but i'm feeling this way just because you say i will be ignored. i will be denied. i could be erased. i could be brushed aside. i will get scared, and i will get shoved down, but i feel like i do beause you push me around. i'm starting to ignore you, i've doubted you so long. i'm tired of over thinking, i know you don't belong. now i'm asking questions - no one pushes me around. everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way - and i do. you can't hear it, but i do. you don't seem angry, but i do. i do. (7) It's only you

[30 Mar 2004|06:08am] Everybodys doing it. List 3 things that you would change about me. BE BRUTALY HONEST! LIKE HURT MY FEELINGS + STUFF. <3 (19) It's only you

This moment might be all we ever find. [29 Mar 2004|06:51pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Rodney Atkins ] So, the wedding was amazing, It was one of the most beautiful expiriences that I've ever encountered. I've been to about 6 weddings, to be completly honest, I was never a big fan of weddings, but this one was diffrent. I've never seen so much love in my life. Just watching them up at the altar saying their vows brought tears to my eyes. It was so overwelming. One day, I hope I can expirience the same joy that they have. I hope that one day at my wedding, people will look at me and my "husband" and really be able to "see" the love that we will have for eachother, and I hope that the love will last forever. You see people getting married 2, 3 maybe even 4 times in their life, I don't want that, at all. For the most part, I love my new family.. My new step mom is 100% awesome, her and I can relate on almost everything, She's the only person who can take the time to listen and understand me and I love that. I met my new cousin Cami, she's 21. Her and I clicked the second we met, not even 2 miniutes after we were introduced we were sharing life stories, discussing our views on everything, basically talking as if we had known eachother for years. I met new aunts, grandparents, uncles, more cousins, they're all amazing people. They're the type of people who can just brighten up your day no matter what. I fell in love with every single one of them the second I met them. I have so much fear right now.. y'all don't even understand =/ cya<3 (8) It's only you

hey-- [27 Mar 2004|10:28am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | IMs ] MY DAD'S WEDDING IS TODAY! details later<3 by the way I got all of my new furniture for my room in- so i'm guna be moving old furniture out and new furniture in all this week, and i'll be decorating + whatnot so if anyone wants to help me out, call meeeee<3 ily :) (10) It's only you

I'll be over you and on with my life. [25 Mar 2004|02:37pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | You'll think of me - Keith Urban ] OK GET THIS- my first pd substitute was like this little old black man and i think he was from a diffrent country cus he talked diffrent- OH MAN HE WAS SO FUNNY. me stacy + amanda went up to him to ask him something, and stacy said something to him i forget what it was but he was like "i sow (sp?) on my own buttons on my shirt but they fall off like this one, see?" and idk he was saying some crazy ass shit and to make it worse he had a goofy voice so that made it 20 time funnier, me amanda + stacy were almost on the ground laughing- no lie. i felt the need to tell everyone that because.. it was just funny. BIG FAT THANK YOUS TO WEIRD SUBSITUTES FOR GETTING MY DAY OFF TO A GOOD START. I'm leaving for Jacksonville tomorrow for my dad's wedding, it should be exciting, regardless of the fact that i'm not a big fan of weddings.. it would deffinetly be better if someone was comming with me, but oh well :) for the most part- i'm 110% happy for my dad. I'LL BE BACK SUNDAY<3 I'm guna go for a jog + then work out a little- CYA :) (7) It's only you

PEACE UP! A TOWN DOWN~ [24 Mar 2004|03:03pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | yeah - usher + whoever else ] WTTTFFFFF, k so I wrote a long entry and LJ had to delete it, FUCK YOU LIVEJOURNAL I HATE YOU, YOU SUCK X 5478937592 LEMME START THE FUCK OVER.. thanks again Livejournal >;/ Today was great, I was in a good mood all day. I got in an arguement w/ this chick though ( no names ) it was prreeettyyy stupid. I told her that I wasn't sure what I was doing today so she was all like "FUCK YOU BRIANA I WANNA HANG OUT WITH YOU AND YOU DUNO WHAT YOU'RE DOING I HATE YOU FUCK YOU WERE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE" wow. this is why i don't like girls too much. TAKE A CHILL PILL WHY DONTCHA?<3 People need to just be chill + laid back.. seriously, lifes just so much easier when you don't care TO EVERYONE- I'm sorry I haven't been the "normal briana" lately ( the past few months ) but yano what? that's guna change, today is the first day i've felt like "me" in a longggg time<3 I love you all :] TO EVERYONE WHOS SICK- I hope you all feel better ILY!<3 Wow, I feel great, this feeling is almost undescribable. I just wanna go dance around my room + jump on my bed.. in my underwear.. and yano what? that is exactly what i'm guna do<3 CYA~ (26) It's only you

it's guna burn for me to say this but it's comming from my heart [23 Mar 2004|03:54pm] [ mood | BLAHBLAHBLAH ] [ music | let it burn -usher. ] I don't know whats with me lately. For some reason, i'm having trouble tolerating certain people, i'm getting annoyed with absolutly everybody, i really don't know why i'm being this way because i've never been the one to get aggravated easily. oh well, i'm sorry to everyone who i've been a little rude to lately, i want you all to know that i do love you, and from now on i'll try not to take action in my "low tolerance level" i also want to apoligize for my last entry, the anonymous comments weren't needed. although i do appriciate your opinions because after all, isn't that what "comments" are for? idk maybe my feelings were a little out of line + i dont think it was a good idea for me to post them for the world to see.. so that was my mistake. i'm debating on whether or not to move back to jacksonville with my dad.. there's not much here worth staying for, DONT TAKE THAT OFFENSIVELY.. of course i love my friends, but i'm not really that close to anybody anymore + i don't really understand a lot of friends, it seems like they either go out of there way to make me feel "jealous" or they're just not good friends, and my mom.. well there's not much to say about her, she's just.. idk.. i don't have a boyfriend.. i seriously feel "unwanted" everywhere i go, and to be completely honest i really don't like this town, it seems like it's a never ending cycle of reoccuring drama, i know that there's drama everywhere and there's no way i'll ever get away from that, but i'm just not happy here anymore.. i'm hoping that things will start getting better soon.. until then i'm just guna try really hard to stay positive. i don't know- maybe i'm just talking out of my ass, cus i'm not in a very good mood.. idk i need to take a bubble bath.. i really really really really need someone to talk to right now.. all i want is for someone to JUST listen.. cya. EDIT- tomorrow will be a wonderful day.. because i said so :] (16) It's only you

It's hard to say what i see in you [22 Mar 2004|04:54pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | All for you - sister hazel ] Everyone can just ignore this entry.. I wrote it for myself, no one else. Well, where do I start? I’ve come a long way. More people than I can count have told me that my actions have truly amazed them, that I’ve blown them away, and shocked them. I’ve been told by even more people that I’m “unique, strong, and one of a kind.” Unfortunately, as wonderful as these words make me feel, no words will ever compare to the feeling I got when I was with him. Does this make me weak? Is it a shock to the world that the “strong” Briana really isn’t all that “strong?” I guess I try to be, I really do. Sometimes trying isn’t enough. I really don’t understand why I feel this way. What reason do I have to still care as much as I do? Things have changed and I’ve learned to accept that. I guess I’m still stuck in the past. But there’s just something about him, I can’t quite put my finger on what it is. All I know is that it’s there, somewhere, and it’s beautiful. We’ve both changed a lot, in ways that I can’t even begin to describe, he’s done things that have disappointed me, although I have never been disappointed IN him. I’ve only been disappointed FOR him. I could go into depth on what that phrase means, but I don’t think it really matters. and regardless of everything that he’s done that has hurt me and lead me on, there’s still that one special thing about him, that one thing that I’m unable to see in anybody else, that one thing that makes him absolutely beautiful, and almost flawless. I feel as if he can grow on that special thing. Although it kills me to feel this pain that I feel, I would much rather it be me feeling it than him. Sometimes I sit there thinking, I don’t understand how so many diffrent guys are able to tell me that I’m “perfect” because I was always so “forgiving, understanding, and trustworthy” I never understood how everyone is able to see such things about me, but he doesn’t. Although, I guess I can understand, he never really saw a good side of me seeing how we stopped hanging out and being together, it’s almost as if we stopped “knowing” each other, I feel as if I became “just another girl” to him. I don’t know what I want. I don’t think I can move on at this point in time, I’ve tried, it’s almost as if I’ve hit a plateau, I can only stop thinking about him to a certain extent. All my roads, they lead to you.. <3 (26) It's only you

i'm still burning until you return. [21 Mar 2004|07:38pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | living in a moment - ty herndon ] THIS WEEKEND KICKED. friday night zach + mello came over and we all just joked around, we boxed eachother + put shorts on our heads + i made wholemade boxing gloves ahaha it was a classic. then around 10 mello and i left for jacksonville w/ my daddy. we got home around 2:30 a.m due to bad traffic in Daytona. SATURDAY- my little sister woke me up at like 8 to play a dora the explorer game w/ her. NOT COOOOOL. then mello and i went tanning + got our nails done, then my sisters + their friend diana came over and we all went shopping ( we were seriously there from 2 - 8 ) + i got some pants, a few shirts, thongs, belts, a new purse, a few necklaces + all that. nicole amanda + diana left around 6, but mello + i had to wait for my dad's church thing to get over.. so we walked around, and then these two guys came up to us saying how they've been seriously looking all over the mall for us because they saw us walk by dillards or something, so we all sit + talk.. + i was mostly talkin to this guy marty.. he was cool as hell, we laughed + talked for a while.. and he asked me to his prom april 30.. hmm? so idk.. i'll probaly go just to meet some new people in jacksonville, anyway then we all 4 walk around the mall for a while + i made some more new friends by just randomly walkin up to people. idk it was funny. SUNDAY- i sat around watched movies.. then went tanning + then came home + took a bubble bath =) after school tomorrow, DJ, dinko, randy, + puffy are comming all the way from orlando to see meeee! they are seriously some of the funniest guys i've ever met so i'm deffinetly looking forward to seeing them. RANDOM THINGS - this is my 12th time of listening to "let it burn" by usher on repeat - i'm lookin pretty tannn :] - i love my friends - devon sawa got fat, he was so gorgeous on idle hands + final destination.. but on slackers he's like.. not hott? that pisses me off. - i feel great - SCHOOL TOMORROW = EWWWWWW - i want a hott pocket. - this kid marty won't stop calling me. - love is stupiddddddd.. sorta? k.. i'm guna go.. CYA<3 (19) It's only you

It's guna hurt me to say this. [19 Mar 2004|06:47pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | let it burn - usher ] this weekend will be good, i'm going to jacksonville from tonight at 9:30 until sunday, i need to get out of this town.. i won't be online much this weekend like i usually am when i'm in jacksonville, and if you call me there's a 99% chance that i won't answer your phone call. i just need a break from "apopka" and everybody in it. I don't want to hear the latest gossip or what "he" or "she" did that night. I don't want to know about "him" or "her" and i don't want to hear about your problems or my problems that will occur in the future. I don't want to hear it. This weekend will be a weekend for me, I'll be tanning, going to the beach, getting a manicure + pedicure, shopping, + hanging out + partying with my sisters nicole + amanda :] I can assure everyone that I will be in a wonderful mood when I get home. CYA SUNDAY NIGHT! (4) It's only you

maybe i read you wrong thinking you could be my mr. right? [18 Mar 2004|09:43pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | bye bye - Jodee Messina ] WARNING- THIS ENTRY WILL BE AMAZINGLY LONG BUT ALSO AMAZINGLY INTERESTING. WEDNESDAY Islands of adventure- So me mello andrew steven and justin all get picked up by patty, OH LORDDDD. can we say LUNATIC?! yeah, she’s a crazy driver.. so here we are swirving off the road almost hitting a few mailboxes, backing up into roberts truck, going 90 in a 25 zone.. YEAH! so you can just imagine how absolutly petrified we all are that we won’t even make it to IOA alive. FORTUNATLY- we are all lucky enough to make it there safe + sound. so, patty drops us off and we all sit down + wait on steven to buy our tickets ( yes he did buy all of our tickets.. what a sweetheart! ) so we’re all just sitting there waiting, checking out EVERYONE. so anyway! finally we get the tickets + start walking, we ride “popeye” first + anyone who’s ever been on that ride KNOWS you get soaked, so obviously, once we got off we were all drenched from head to toe, then zach calls saying that he’s up there so we meet up w/ him + we’re all just walking around + we ride dueling dragons like 15 times lol. the wait in line was even fun, we talked to some random people + freaked some other people out in a way that i’m not even going to go into detail on ahah. so then we were guna go ride that “Dudley do right” ride.. but it was closed + THANK GOD because i absolutely HATE that ride w/ a passion!! so yeah we end up getting something to eat at a place called “burger digs” + then someone asks mello where we’re eating and she’s like “DURGER BIGS!!” lolololol I SWEAR THAT MADE MY DAY! i should have died laughing. ( for the slow ones- she mixed up the first letters of each word.. get it? burger digs = durger bigs. ahahaa ) so anyway, we order and i get a milkshake + then wind up dropping it ALL over the floor! then i just walked away like nothing happend ( that’s so like me ahah ) then after we eat- andrew + justin try hooking up w/ these girls.. ( THEY WERE UGLY BY THE WAY ) + so me and mello decide to be pain in the asses.. she goes up to justin and she’s like “what are you doing baby?” and i go up and hug andrew + i’m all like “babyyy” so yeah, idk we kinda ruined their hook up.. but it’s cool because eventually they found these two “hott” blondes.. and they ditched us for them.. turns out the girls were stuck up and annoying so they come back + find us and apoligize saying how we’re cool + stuff and that they shouldn’t have done that, it was great. so anyway.. me zach stephen + mello ride the cat in the hat ride.. OMFG is all i have to say, it was great!! oh + then we went on this tea cup ride ( it’s like a stupid little thing that should be at a fair ) but oh lord.. im not even guna go into detail about that ride.. all i have to say it it was GREAT AMAZING + FANTASTIC.. k thats enough about that.. the rest of the day was kinda a blur. the whole ride home consisted of mello laughing + me saying “i’m hungry” OH AND THEN WE FINALLY STOP SOMEWHERE TO EAT BUT THEN WHEN WE GET BACK TO THE HOUSE.. I LOOK IN THE BAG + REALIZE THEY FORGOT TO GIVE ME MY ORDER.. SO I SAT THERE STARVEDDDDD!@#$% So we all have a sleep over at mellos.. there’s not much to say about that, we watched Titanic and fought for the blankets.. then we fell asleep. THURSDAY we all wake up.. + me mello zach steven justin + danny all get ready for the beach, the way there was awesome.. we played road games the whole time ( such as – the ABC game, the sign game, ect ) so, we get there, and see duck steph kristina + misty, and then me mello + duck walk off + chill + freeze our asses off in the water + everything, then me mello steven + zach walk all the way to boardwalk, ( it didn’t look that far away at the time ) BUT OH LORD. it was far.. like a 45 minute walk? and once we get there we ended up just getting a hotdog.. yeah, a hot dog.. something we could have gotten somewhere A LOT closer. oh well, so we walk back, lay out for a little + danny comes up w/ a bloody nose ( it’s all cut up + gross.. it was really nasty looking ) anyone wanna take a wild guess at what happened? he decided to dive into VERY shallow water ( like not even 1 foot deep ) danny’s stupid, lololol jp. luckily, his bloody nose helped him pick up a chick, GO DANNY!.. how he managed that will forever remain a mystery. danny obviously has skill. anyway so we all get in the car + DRIVE to the boardwalk to get some food.. we stopped at this little restaurant, IT WAS SUCH A BLAST! mello squirted mustard all over a seagull, and i felt bad so i decided to feed him ( stupid desicion ) because then a million of his seagull friends decided to come over and fly all around us for like 5 miniutes wanting food. so we ordered a hotdog.. and DAMN. these hot dogs were 1 foot long + 1 ½ inches thick.. UMM? that’s a little big, not to mention, they tasted yuck. so yeah.. after all of that we drive home, stoped + got doughnuts + talked + joked the whole way home.. we made up little car games + stuff.. it was a blast! so, then we get back to brittani’s and me, her, and zach all take a shower together ( don’t worry everyone, we had bathing suits on ) + then i go home I’m not afraid to say that these have been the best 2 days of my life, and i want to thank EVERYONE there for making it worth while, there is no one i would have rather been there w/ than you 6 amazing people<3 mello steven zach andrew danny + justin :] xoxox ( Highlights of the 2 days.. this is a MUST read ) ( FUNNY CONVERSATION ON THE TRIP ) sorry for the long entry.. at least i warned you guys! i'll give a dime to whoever reads this whole entry :] anyway.. tonight when i got home, DJ, dinko, randy + puffy stopped by.. it was the first time i've ever really "met" them.. they're cool as hell.. it's a little embarassing when they all just surprise me w/ a visit when i'm in my PJs w/ no makeup on, lol oh well.. i'm sure i'll be hanging out w/ them more in the near future. ( did i mention dinko has a nice ass car? ) LOL =x i hope i didn't bore everyone too much w/ my long entry<3 cya :] ily (36) It's only you

idk what to put for a subject. [17 Mar 2004|06:45am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | handguns + second chances - senses fail ] So I'm going to IOA ( islands of adventure for the slow ones ) w/ some friends today.. I'm deffinetly looking forwartd to a stress free, fun day. It'll deff get my mind off somethings for a few hours.. YAY? I'll have a HUGE update about it tomarrow. I'll probaly write one of those long entries w/ every detail of my day.. yano, the ones that no one ever reads.. the ones that people will comment saying "glad you had fun" because they have nothing else to say since they didn't even read the entry. yeah.. those kinda entries.. :] well i gotta go get ready- comment me<3 ps- happy birthday brian :] "I don't need a certain number of friends, just a number of friends I can be certain of." (6) It's only you

you steal my heart and you take my breath away. [16 Mar 2004|11:13am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | somewhere in between - lifehouse ] I don't know why I'm updating, I really don't have anything to write about.. hmm.. This was pointless. I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now ( read these lyrics.. ) YEAH- those lyrics have 'briana' written all over them, if anyone can find lyrics that can describe me any better than those do, then i'll give you a dollar.. cus there's not 1 lyric in that song that I can't relate to.. (3) It's only you

My hearts in your hands [15 Mar 2004|10:17am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | a girl can dream. ] i have one thing and one thing only on my mind, and that is the beach. i would kill to be there right now, sticking my freshly painted french manicured toes in the sand, hearing kids playing and the water splashing as the waves break, feeling suns warmth on my body and the cool breeze brushing against my face.. oh man i can go into such detail, the more i think about it, the more it sounds like heaven. anyway, on to my little story of the day- so, this morning - i was hungry, i wanted a bagel so i get up.. look for the bagels on the counter.. are they there? no. where are they? in the freezer.. why? i don't know, i mean, i'm sure i could defrost it but unfortunatly i don't have the kind of patience to wait 10 miniutes for a bagel, so i sit there for miniute contemplating whether or not the bagel is worth the 10 miniute wait.. so then i come to the conclusion of HELL NO. i am not waiting 10 miniutes to eat a bagel that normally would have taken me about 2 miniutes to make if it hadn't of been in the freezer.. so i look around the house + see ramen noodles.. so i make those + it takes me about 2 miniutes, and i'm happy and yadda yaddaa- although i would have prefered a bagel MORAL OF THE STORY- DON'T PUT BAGELS IN THE FREEZER CUS THEY JUST DONT BELONG THERE.. WTF WAS MY MOM THINKING? BAGEL ICECREAM ANYONE? WEIRDO.. bagels in the freezer.. psh. who woulda thought. anyway, yesterday i hung out w/ mello zach + justin.. i had a good time. i<3them, we went up to the park + took a little trip down memory lane.. that was cool. then i went home + brian + brian came over @ like 1 am. and we watched movies + w/e. k i have nothing else to say.. CYA. RIP Brandon (21) It's only you

caught between the future and the past [14 Mar 2004|12:58am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | IMs ] man oh man.. tonight was great lol i crack myself up! seriously! ahaha.. if only the world knew! lmao, i seriously love myself right now!! i went to the mall today w/ some friends + got a new bathing suit.. it took me about 40 miniutes to find the perfect one but boy was it worth it, oh man- it's so cute!! i'm in love w/ it x infinity. wednesday-friday plans are on once again. YESSS I CAN NOT WAIT!! it's guna be heaven. --why don't i "like" you? oh let me count the ways.. ahaha. cya<3 I don't beleive in fairy tales. (21) It's only you

take my hand, live while you can, don't you see you're dreams are right in the palm of your hand? [13 Mar 2004|09:42am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | she never lets it go to her heart - tim mcgraw ] LAST NIGHT WAS BEE-OH-ARE-EYE-EN-GEE. boring. luckily that was my last day of groundation. so tonight i am freeee! idk what i'll be doing, hopefully something exciting? yano how i mentioned "wednesday-friday will rock + whatnot"? well.. no.. that's not going according to plan. THAT SUCKS. but oh well, i will make the best of the situation and have fun anyway. NEW PLAN- every day starting tomorrow i will be at the beach. Hopefully plans will fall through, and if not.. then.. i'll make them fall through. I had 2 crazy dreams last night.. ( DREAM #1 ) ( DREAM #2 ) talk about WEIRD?! OH + guess who raised their D to an A in algebra in a matter of 24 hours? YEAH THAT'D BE ME. scoorreee!@#$% i gotta go take a shower + get ready for the day.. cya :] ps- i<3heather :] pss- i'm posting A LOT of pics later. (12) It's only you

Sometimes I catch myself staring into space, counting down the hours until i see your face. [12 Mar 2004|07:09pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | giving up ~ silverstein ] I CAN'T WAIT! WEDNESDAY-FRIDAY = NO WORRIES, NO DRAMA, NO STRESS. it's going to be heaven, i have a feeling those 3 days will be the best 3 days i've had in a very very VERY long time. groundation sucks. period<3 i get off tomorrow though so THANK GOD. who wants to hang out? call me :] oh + i got slapped in the face by reality today. all i can say is that i definetly regret quite a few decisions that i've made lately. seriously, can a girl get ANYMORE stupider? what was i thinking guys? hmm. i want to start from scratch.. forget everything.. 100% and start over like before.. blah. WHO WANTS TO GO TANNING TOMORROW? CALL MY CELL! k i'm guna go work out some more ( as if 2 hours of working out today wasn't enough ) lol. I gotta look all "fit + cute" for my little beach adventure. CYA. ( If you see him ) (10) It's only you

You'll be safe here in my arms.. [11 Mar 2004|05:15pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | your the only one - keith urban ] To sum it all up, my 16th birthday was by far one of the most boringist birthdays I've ever had. Seeing how I was grounded + whatnot. Kinda funny how 70% of my "best friends" didn't even know that it was my birthday? haha. that's cool, that definetly made me feel loved + shit. oh well :] As far as bday presents goes- I got some money ( 200 something? ) from family + my dads taking me on a HUMONGOUS BOHEMITH SIZED SHOPPING SPREE lol. so that's cool! + I got a louis vuitton purse + 10 free tans @ the tanning bed + some other stuff.. i forget. OMG YESTERDAY I WAS SITTING IN THE DOCTORS OFFICE AND I WAS TALKING TO THESE 3 BLACK GIRLS, HOLLYYY SHIT THEY WERE SO FUNNY, ONE OF THEM BITCHED AND COMPLAINED THE WHOLE TIME ( IN A FUNNY WAY ) THE OTHER WAS TELLING SOME JOKES, AND THE OTHER WAS TELLING HER WHOLE LIFESTORY.. SHE WAS ALL LIKE YEAH "I GOT RAPED IN A HOTEL IN DAYTONA AND I GOT PREGNANT THE GUYS ARRESTED NOW THOUGH, I HAVE 2 KIDS AND I'M 21 I NAMED THEM AVON AND LIQUITA ( SP? ) LIQUITA IS 2 AND AVON IS 4 THEY'RE GOOD KIDS, AVON SAID *FUCK* YESTERDAY AND I GAVE HIM A WHOOPPIN AND MY MAMA IS IN A NUT HOUSE CUS SHE TRIED TO KILL MY DAD CUS HE FUCKED SOME WHITE CHICK + I HAVE TO GO TO COURT FOR THIS TICKET I GOT LAST WEEK I WAS GOING 100 IN A 45 ZONE I WAS SO DRUNK THOUGH SO WTF I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOIN. K TIME FOR MY APPT. NICE TALKIN TO YA." LOLOLOL IT WAS SO FUNNYYYYYYY, i remember reading someones lj entry about a black girl telling them her lifestory too.. who was that?? i forget where i read it?? i have the worst headache in the world.. =/ who wants to kiss it + make it better..? =// K well i'm guna go clean my room a lil.. CYA<3 You're the one that I adore.. I'll stand beside you through it all, you'll be safe here in my arms.. You're the only one.. ( pictures galore! ) ALSO- some people have brought it to my attention that some more people are faking me on AIM? for christ sakes. i seriously would love to know why people are pretending to be me? goodnessssss peopleeee... =/ (15) It's only you

He knows what all my imperfections are. [10 Mar 2004|06:05am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | i cant sleep - clay walker ] Today is my 16th birthday. IDK why but it just feels like an ordinary day to me. hmmm? =/ It's amazing how you knock me off my feet. (18) It's only you

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